Tuesday, May 19, 2009

breaking down in 5 minutes or less

My life might not end up looking the way I had planned.

You see, I am a perfectionist that can't quite get anything right. I am a hard
worker with passion, dedication and a huge lazy streak. I am loving and compassionate, yet
filled with anger, hate a rage. I am independent and lonely. Even though I am against most
built in traditions, I find myself craving the things that the people celebrating those
traditions have.

Things are not always black and white. There is not always an exact right or an exact wrong answer. Sometimes the
answer is just an answer. It is just the best solution to a particular problem that you
could think up at that moment. So you went with it and now things just are the way that they are.

I once thought that love was enough but falling in love only decreases your value....... unless you have a system. You might ask "well what type of system does he have?" The truth is it wouldn't work for most people anyways. Regardless, that is another blog all together.

No one ever really seems to be honest with each other and it all seems
harmless until someone loses an eye or worse........ has their heart broken! Then one day you wake up and realize that life isn't that way for everyone else.

Then again it could be just as easy to sit on the sofa and drink whiskey. That's the problem with free time. You never know how to spend it. You can't always be wasted because at some point you might need your head. Sometimes you have to feel the pain before you can figure out how to make it go away.

27 comments:

IrwinE_若愛Buchholz0723若愛 said...

As a man sows, so he shall reap...................................................

芸茂 said...

人有兩眼一舌,是為了觀察倍於說話的緣故。................................................................

劉淑芬 said...

人有兩眼一舌,是為了觀察倍於說話的緣故。..................................................................

文群文群 said...

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靜怡 said...

Pay somebody back in his own coin.....................................................................

翰豪翰豪翰豪 said...

安一估~你也安一估哦~............................................................

JasonBirk佳琪 said...

當一個人內心能容納兩樣相互衝突的東西,這個人便開始變得有價值了。............................................................

佳皓佳皓 said...

快樂,是享受工作過程的結果............................................................

添d卉王賴uou珮甄賴賴 said...

thanks god for the chance to enjoy so many good artical.............................................................

懿綺懿綺 said...

分享是件快樂的事!!感謝您用心的文章!! ............................................................

宮惠如宮惠如 said...

Joy often comes after sorrow, like morning after night.. . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

吳庭 said...

朋友是一面鏡子............................................................

陳雅茹陳軒豪 said...

學而時習之,不亦樂乎˙ω˙............................................................

林聿希林聿希林聿希 said...

Never put off till tomorrow what may be done today..................................................................

君黃怡黃怡 said...

生存乃是不斷地在內心與靈魂交戰;寫作是坐著審判自己。..................................................

家唐銘 said...

Lets cross the bridge when we come to it............................................................

凱許倫 said...

工作,是愛的具體化~~~~努力吧!............................................................

韋陳富 said...

愛情是盲目的,但婚姻恢復了它的視力。......................................................................

惠桂刁惠桂刁惠桂刁 said...

愛情是盲目的,但婚姻恢復了它的視力。......................................................................

48684 said...

一棵樹除非在春天開了花,否則難望在秋天結果。..................................................

翊翊翊翊張瑜翊翊翊 said...

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劉陳佳生怡陳佳生修 said...

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Why ekk said...

shit, i am not alone!

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Take time for yourself. You needed that.
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